When I decided to buy my first sex doll, I had a lot of ideas in my head about what it would be like, but the reality was different from my expectations. Looking back, there are a few things I wish I had known before making the decision.
Firstly, I underestimated the emotional complexity of owning a sex doll. Initially, I thought it would be purely a physical experience—something I could use whenever I felt the need. But over time, I started to realize that it wasn’t just about physical satisfaction. The emotional and mental aspects of owning a doll were far more complicated than I had anticipated. I found myself developing a connection to it, even though I knew it was just an object. This connection raised questions about what intimacy and companionship truly mean to me.
Secondly, I wasn’t prepared for the maintenance that comes with owning a sex doll. Keeping it clean, taking care of its material, and ensuring it remains in good condition was more involved than I imagined. It required time and attention, which made me realize that the doll was not a simple, low-maintenance solution.
Lastly, I wish I had considered the social stigma more. While owning a sex doll is a personal choice, it’s important to recognize that it might not always be well understood by others. I’ve had to be discreet about it, and there were times when I felt awkward discussing it with friends.
In conclusion, while I don’t regret my decision to buy a sex doll, I learned that it’s not a simple, straightforward experience. It’s important to go into it with realistic expectations and a willingness to navigate the complexities it brings.